everybody says that life is good live it to the max and psychologists tell me HATE IS TOO STRONG A WORD TO USE FOR EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING.Why do i let everyone tell me what to do?
From now on if i want someone to talk ill toss a bone!But im rapidly losing interest in friends, girls, sports, life, im getting hallucinations(audio and visual), my atteintion span has dropped tremendously and im bored of all the sam old fucking shit that is spoon fed to me while i sit in the darkness!!!!!!ive also began vomiting blood and am seriously concerned about both my physical and mental health but i just want to ask one question…..can anyone out there relate to whats going on with me? please let me know.
Hey, I relate bro. I feel the same way….I don’t know if I hate it but I’m sure as hell TIRED of everything.
I can’t eat shit, I throw everything up. Including liquids. I hallucinate.
I stopped going to see my therapists back in July. They bothered me. And the meds weren’t helping either. Well….maybe the lithium….It kept me asleep most of the time, so I didn’t have a chance to see another shit-filled day of loathing everything.
I get tired if hearing the usual,”it’ll get better”. I’ve been hearing that for 7 years now. Yes, I know what you’re going through. I just don’t know what’s going to come out of it.
I’m sure you don’t want to hear how common this feeling is, how many people are going through the same thing. I hate that. But yes, I know your feeling, and just as your post requests, I’m letting you know.
The ideal situation would be to end the suffering with a means of escape; any sort of expression.
I suggest Music, worked for my hallucinations and addictions.
Write music and if you don’t know how, just fuckin write words, lyrics;
that’s what this page is for, right?
Getting your thoughts onto a virtual notebook where everyone can see and have their opinion?
I’m completely at your service when it comes to interpreting your writings if that’s what you want.
Email me guys…
The ideal situation would be to end the suffering with a means of escape; any sort of expression.
I suggest Music, worked for my hallucinations and addictions.
Write music and if you don’t know how, just fuckin write words, lyrics;
that’s what this page is for, right?
Getting your thoughts onto a virtual notebook where everyone can see and have their opinion?
I’m completely at your service when it comes to interpreting your writings if that’s what you want.
Email me guys…
hey,
if anything try not to loose interst in friends, they can be the one thing that can make you happy and that can brake you apart. somtimes i dont’ know wat is real and wat isnt’ but you know when you have a good friend around. sometimes your worst enemy is yourself.