trapped

trapped inside my head
life is but a dream
the world continues turning
while silently i scream
haunted by the memory’s
streaming through my mind
searching for the answers
but scared of what i’ll find
holding a knife up high to see
the patterns of the light
the secrets of the heart and soul
flow free in darkest night
watching my blood run slowly red
across the black and blue
you think the fault is mine
i think the cause is you