Trepidation

I can never truly love again
That feeling was left in the past
I can never get it back again
Love just isn’t meant to last
I feel bitter, I feel nothing

I feel rage, I feel nothing
I feel depressed, I feel nothing at all
Feeling nothing at all, is all that’s left
I can never truly love again
That feeling ended in the past
I can never bring it back alive again
Love in a world of confusion and hate isn’t meant to last
I feel nothing, and so comes the fear
I feel nothing, and so comes the fear
I feel nothing, and so comes the fear
I feel nothing at all
The fear of the visions in my mind
The fear of what those visions make me see
What I see is me, slowly decaying
Blue eyes are now becoming hollowing holes
Wearing purge discharge stained clothes
I see it all the time
I fear its coming
I smell it on me
I smell it all over me
Its me decomposing
These visions in my mind
Im afraid of what they show me
When you look in my eyes, tell me, do you see someone who already died?
When you look in my eyes, tell me, do you see someone who already died?
Nothing really means anything
No more love, nothing is simply nothing
These visions in my mind
What I see is me, slowly decaying
Blue eyes are now becoming hollowing holes
Wearing purge discharge stained clothes
Im always feeling like its only a matter of time
I fear its coming
I smell it on me
I smell it all over me
Its me decomposing

Adam Keith

By Adam Keith

My name is Adam.