Unbearable Desire

Dark lonely and peak on insanity,
The events of my life is but a tradgey,
While I sit and remember all the friends that have perish in last couple of years,
I question the fact of my Life,
All I been undergoing is pain and accompany with misery in my life,
All I ever feel anymore is gone,
I’m tired of fighting myslef to keep from going insane,
I’m trying not to give into my problem,
But it seem it to much to handle and I feel like ending my life,
Just cause it’s a unbearble desire.