Why does it hurt so much…..when you are not accepted by your family. Everything you do, is never good enough. I can spend the rest of my life trying to make them love me, and I will never succeed. I could kill myself and they would not feel bad about it.
I have never met anyone more selfish and cold-hearted than my family. I can not even say they are a family, they are just people. Why waist tears for them….why? I have done everything for them, everything. They don’t even want to see me….they said I am a disgrace to my family. I never thought I wouldn’t always be their little girl. I just want to be free, I want to be happy. I only wish I had a real family.