Understanding Me

its so confusing
not even knowing
not understanding
the way i am
who im ment to be
taking on my role
paying my tole
having a life
seperating day from night
being unstable
im just wasting my time
telling u this
expressing myself
wishing for death
not holding on to life
im just not understanding
the person i see
is this really me?
is this really the way it is ment to be?
i just dont understand me

By Darkoz89

I like to write and I stay up most of the night writing. I hate myself which is really good because i suppose that helps me write. I think im a worthless peice of shit.