Unexpected Experience

At first my purpose was to ge clean from a hard, hot day of working outside and dealing with people I hate and school. As I turn the bathtube water on I start thinking about sex. Everyone was doing it, in some way, so why not me? But then I remember, I’ve never had a boyfriend. As I stand there staring at the water finally I decide to do it, to masterbate for the first time. I wanted to experience these feelings too, eventhough for some reason, sex or any pf that, just doesn’t look like any pleasure, and I want to find out if I’m crazy or not.
With the water at the right temperature, I lower myself into the bathtube and position myself under the fast running intest water. All of a sudden my body is overwhelmed by pleasure, at first I can’t believe it, I really was crazy for thinking I couldn’t be pleasured. As the pleasure increases on my vagina, my body does numb. I arch my back with pleasure, I put my head underwater at this point to keep from moaning out loud. All I can hear is the sound of my heart racing as though I was running 6 miles without stopping. Finally, I get it, I orgasm for the first time in my life. After that burst of energy I turn the shower on and stand up. I can’t believe how wet I am, and not just from the water.
Now I think I’ll acually look forward to taking a shower more often.
And that’s what my little sister told me, but I don’t know how to help her out or what to say to her, because I am the same way right now. But tonight, I think I’m going to take a shower.

By WickedHeart

Theres really nothing to me....just pain