no i haven’t been raped but i thought of this after me and rob broke it off for good–hope u like it!
i lay naked on the floor
never feeling like this before
something is wrong here
my eyes sting with tears
you push harder in and out
while covering my screams and shouts
i stare at the wall
feeling no pain at all
i’m paralyzed
but not my eyes
they see your face
your steady pace
that you force into me
waiting for that right moment to let free
inside my body
inside of me
you toss my body like a rag doll
like i’m nothing to you, nothing at all
when you are done you get up and left
leaving a heavy burdon on my chest
my eyes see you get your clothes back on and go join the party
dear god…..i’m so very sorry
i shouldn’t have had that drink
dear lord, why can’t i think?
my eyes get heavy
while another one starts steady
this time i’m on the rug
if only i had known about that drug
it wouldn’t be like this
i had a chance and i missed
now i pay the price
but this time it’s with my life