How can you love the same person you hate?
Or do i hate the one i love?
It’s hard to tell, and harder to accept.
And yet, i continue on with this “thing”.
Or this “fling”, whatever it is, without yeilding.
No regard for myself, why should i have any.
But she doesn’t care about anyone else,
Anyone who may accidently stray in her path.
This may be because the hurt i caused her.
Redirecting it upon all in the way.
None-the-less, she hurts.
Knowing good well that i have done this,
And it’s all my fault, i try to make it right.
Alas, she refuses the help i offer.
Why has she hardened this way?
Surely the pain of one day did not do this.
Maybe it’s all in my head, or worse, it’s real.
Oh well, i try to fix my mistake, but she won’t let me.