A long time ago i was a very innocent child, i knew no evil and i saw no evil, well that’s what i thought anyway. Then one day i woke up and realised that i am surrounded in a web of darkness, deciet and ill constructed truths.
I thought i knew who i was but the truth is i dont, those who i thought were my parents/parent may in fact be strangers to me. Now there is mystery surrounding my conception and i ask, who am I?
What do you do when you wake up one morning and descover that your very name is in fact a lie and the man you have called dad for all these years may infact be a stranger and your real dad is out there possibly waiting for you or worse he doesnt know of your exsistance?
One who was once an innocent child oblivious to the evils of man is now tainted by it. Now im rediscovering myself as a person but you wont like what you see. I can be the nicest person that you meet and yet if you truely piss me off i will destroy your life, first your friends and then your family until you have no-one left, its lucky for those unfortunate souls that it takes a lot to piss me off.
Wot should i do about my dilema! confront them with what i know? Its a waste of time only more lies and deceit will come out so for many more years i will hold my tongue and smile until the day comes that i destroy there perfect little lie.
The say keep your friends close, but your enemies closer…
Blood is thicker than water so goes the old saying, i beg to differ.
Who is my blood?
Who is my kin?
Who is my friend?
Who is my enemy?
I see everyone as an enemy even those closest to me!
The yin and yang you can not distinguish between the two because there is a bit both in the other.
Who is my friend and who is my enemy?
I’m sure people are influenced by genetics from their biological parents and from whoever raised them, but I think in the end you are responsible for yourself. So as far as who your blood and kin are, it doesn’t matter.
As far as your friends and enemies, you really never know who you can trust. What I do, since I don’t trust people, is to be nice to them all, just in case they deserve it. Even if they seem bad, they could be good. I’m not all-knowing. I don’t trust anybody either. I always assume that anybody could be an enemy and keep enough distance between myself and other people so that if they are an enemy they can’t hurt me.
Do you tell your pseudoparents what you know? I wouldn’t bother. I don’t think it will benefit them any, and you don’t need the emotional upset and extra lies.
I hope this is of help.