Void

Void, cancelled, simply anulled

endlessly aching, unconsoled

life without you, rhyme without reason

touch without sense, time without season

I face life now facing a cancerous sore

a parasite that eats at my core

All that makes me whole and all I hold deep within

leaves me lifeless, or at least not living

a shallow face, anguished and marred

an empty space, scaled and scarred

sweetly abiding to a cynical charade

secretly hiding a fictitous facade

still, lost within this heart of glass

this fragile and yet unfeeling mass

lies the remains of a loved that glowed

a gift to you i once bestowed

but honor and pride now bereaved

my love for you so misconcieved

ripped from my inner depths, impeeding

my mind, body and soul forever bleeding

forever is crushed by thou ruthless hand

a cold stare i cant bare to understand

i feel that somehow, somehow I’m dying

at least my soul and all that is underlying

a simple void is what I’ve become

a hollowed sphere on a pendulum

swinging back and forth, emotion to emotion

never once stopping or slowing the commotion

no reason, no answer, no justification

just the creation of an overworked imagination

just passing through time, as time passes through me

merely a nothing, nothing merely left to be

sightless and soundless, unseen and unheard

mindless and boundless, obscure and obsurd

all empathy lying engraced, and unemployed

I live my life dying, unembraced and void.

By CruelNocturna

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