wasnt meant to die

the words appearing upon the screen: “i cut my wrists” detton sits there not knowing what to say. his gf (tierra) he loves more then anything has just confessed one of her darkest secrets to him. why would she do this flashes through his mind. just picturing her sitting with a blade against her wrists, sends shivers down his spine.

imagining her life coming to an end with the slice of a blade. a tear falling from his eye. he knew she hated her life, but never thought that she would want to end it. she always would tell him stories of her father(herald) and how she hated him so much. how her mother didnt want her and really didnt care. her father knew she would cut her wrists. her mother use to care but just gave up. sending tierra to so many counslers but never getting real help. detton couldnt help her tho he knew she would never let him. he told tierra that he loved her and that he didnt want anything to happen to her. she replied with a your only one person who says that; eventually you will move on and get someone else to love. with those words detton read he decided that he had to go see tierra. walking in the door to her house herald’s beer cans all around the room. tierra jumped at the sound of someone in her house and went to see who it was. seeing detton a smile appeared on her face. another bruise was on her face tonight he knew herald had been drunk and enraged just hours before. he wrapped his arms around tierra kissing her neck. asking why she had to hurt herself? tierra didnt want to say but she told him anyways. “i cut myself to get rid of my anger or when im sad. sometimes i cut just to feel alive, when i start to have a feeling of being numb i just cut and i know that im still alive. being in control of something for once i like. herald getting drunk and hitting me i have no control over. this i do….. detton this world is just cold.” he looks at her with his deep ice blue eyes. “tierra your not totally alone.” he says. detton doesnt know exactly how she feels jsut knows that he cant lose her. tierra so stressed and exhausted just wanted to sleep. “to go to a land where demons frolick and play” she would always say. loving her dreams of horrid things tierra would tell detton all about. laying on her bed her head laying on detton’s chest. she knew for now that she wasnt meant to die………….