What the hell is going on?

i’m so tired of everything. i want to die, everything would be better without me and i’m not lying. i’m not one of those people that think that their life suks when their just making it up for attenchion. i’m not saying that my life suks, i really see nothing wrong with it, but i hate it so much. i hate everything in it, i want it to change but i can’t seem to change it. i hate everything.