Everyone ignores me. Nobody can see me!
I’m invisable.
I live in my solitude, it protect me.
I love my solitude. I love it more than you, mommy. Know why? Because its there for me. It tells me things, bad things.
Mommy? Is that you? Are you calling my name? No .. of course not. You’re not there. You’re never there. Where are you? Don’t you love me anymore? Its telling me secrets. hehe. It made me kill daddy, mommy!! It made me! His blood stained my shirt you got me .. you got me it when you loved me. What happened? Am I a bad girl, mommy? Daddy is still smiling. . see? he loves you. Not me. Solitude told me something else. Its telling me to do something bad, again .. it made me slice my throat. Ow! It hurts! Blood is everywhere! Mommy! Where are you? You don’t care, do you? Of course not .. you never do, or did. Everything is so .. blurry .. Solitude.. come and hold me in your arms .. cuddle me .. as I .. fall .. asleep ..
Mommy, you never came. You never saved me. heres your pocket knife .. it surved me well. I love you, mommy. Even tho you never loved me back.