Where did you go?

I looked at my picture. It was of my brother and me. The brother I loved so dearly. Where did he go? Why did he leave me behind? I thought. I’m so angry at him for this. Leaving me when I needed him the most.

Left me with our pathetic parents. I looked up to him. He was the greatest guy I knew. Left me with them. Mother and father treats me like a baby. Well I am nothing like a baby, I’ve grown. Why can’t they see that? I kicked my father’s lifeless body. “Pathetic fool, who the hell do you think I am?” I walked over to my mother. She looked at me with horror. Scared because of my anger. Each step I take goes slower then the next. Watching my mother like this was a moment of joy. I took out my favourite dagger. It was a present from my brother. I treasured it, polishing it everyday, make sure it’s there, in my cabinet. Well, finally I got my chance to use it, on my precious mother. I laugh at the thought of that, precious mother, my ass. She grasp for air while she tries to get away from me. “Where you going mother?” I know her. I can read her mind. She’s going to run upstairs to her room and hide in the closet. I know. I decided to end her life painlessly and fast. I go up the dark stairway and walk to the end of the dimly lit hallway. “Come out come out where ever you are?” I make my way across the room and open the closet. I took my dagger and attacked her, but I missed. Surprised I missed. How can I miss? I can’t see her there anymore. What? Where is she? I turn around. “Brother…. Your here! Why are you here? Why did you come back now? ” I asked as I drop down to my knees. “Why did you leave me? I missed you a lot!” I felt like my throat was clogged up and I couldn’t breath but I managed to ask him that and tell him how I missed him. ” What have you done my Mike? I left to train, I didn’t tell you because I loved you. I didn’t want to leave you or hurt you but I had to.” I couldn’t believe this. He left and didn’t say a single word to me. He hurt me more then he would ever know. I just can’t forget about this and be like we once were. I gripped my dagger tightly till my knuckles turned white. “Why didn’t you tell me? I would’ve gone with you. I would’ve trained by your side. None of this would have happened if I went with you, none of this!!!” Mix of emotions dwell inside me. Slowly tears dropped on to the gray carpet. I loved him but I also hated him. I raised and took a lunge at him but he blocked. He managed to hit the dagger out of my hand. My brother grabbed the dagger before I can get it. He is too quick for me after all those years of training. Why me?
Why does my life have to be this way? I got up and walked out of the room. I saw my mother in the hallway, there is no point to kill her anymore. I lost the only one I ever loved, my brother. I can only go on and walk. I have nothing. Nothing belongs to me. I have nowhere to go but to go forward. Slowly I drag myself out of the house and walk on the streets. To somewhere I will go but I will never know where will I end up. Dead, maybe but it’s better living….

By AngelofDeath88

I'm a dead person who walks the Earth day and night! No soul or life can cheer me up for I am AngelofDeath! More death and less living!!! There is no meaning in life!!