sitting there…awake
insomnia takes me away
thinking of nothing
but the lonelyness which has taken me
all i hear are the whispers in my head
saying things
as i try to decipher what they mean
then clarity reaches me
and i fall into a trans
staring as if nothing was in my way
and i could see for miles
after the trans is broken
i have the sudden urge
to give myself up, willingly
unafraid of the pain that is about to comense