i cry myself to sleep each night
wondering why i have to fight
in these neverending battles with my heart
wish for better days, wish to be apart
away from this sorrow, this misery
to a day, a place, a time where i might be set free
leave behind all my saddness
get away from all the maddness
i try and fight
with all my pain and might
but it never disappears
so i live my life in fear
i’m so scared
i wish i had never dared
the darkness deep with in