Destroying what was once ours
these walls of fire consuming towers
the walls I built with my hungry hate
the walls which have no hopeful gate
no entry for me to help the caged
those within are entrapped and raged
those trapped within the fire
are the feelings I must acquire
to feel my loves touch, once more
but these walls they show no door
no door helps me out to seek
for who am I but the meek
without the one I so adore
the one I love knows me no more
slumber means two things to me
hope for death for me to see
and no matter what I do
I hope for the return of you
to a conclusion I have come
I hate myself, for what I’ve done
the lesions that I shall create
in my heart are all for hate
the pain I wield within my soul
my sorrow, I place on the coal
why can I not be free?
free from, my love for thee.
My bones are breaking, my body aching.
but physical pain to me means naught
as to the teachings that I fought
every man must learn for him
the pain hurts most from within.
opportunity has left, she has flown away
she takes my soul for another day
never for me to love I know
I have failed to learn, so my life shall go.
The sweet surrender of my life
for without you I trust the knife.
My life has no meaning,
uncertainty, lack of feeling
I wish for death to take me now
so no longer I long for thou
I ask, I hope, I wish, I pray
for my life to end today.
the pact which I have made within
my one “special” life, I shall not end
by my own hand I shall not die
so I pray for some random guy
to take my life, in anyway
I pray for this on everyday.
I don’t know what is wrong
the fear helps me write this song
without my hope I have nothing left
free from hassle or from theft
for in my soul now lies nothing
I smile because the end is always coming.
There is no end to my pain and sorrow
except for the one I wish for tomorrow
the inevitable feeling of deaths grip
whilst I sit here biting my lip.
hoping for that one true love
to fly to me like the dove
so I may smile as she sings
while death comes to me on swift wings.
My one true companion on my travel
is my friend death he helps me unravel
this mystery of life, this mystery of why
the ultimate question we ask till we die
to those who live in ignorant bliss
you shall never understand deaths kiss
death is not good, nor is death bad
but it is, the only answer to be had
My life as a human, has been quite swell
but the time has come for me to say farewell
I appreciate those I met on my way
it’s been a while since that fateful day
I was brought into this world in miracle of light
and now I return to the land of eternal night
but color no longer means anything to me
for now I am dead and no color I see
no sounds I can hear, no food I can taste
but death is something I can say I have faced.
nothing I touch, and no roses I smell
that tolling is coming now from MY death bell
no longer I worry, no longer I care
about how my life was so very unfair
I am peaceful now that I am in my grave
I apologies for the mistakes I have made.
for the trouble I caused, I meant no harm
my own selfish wants set off the alarm
do not be sad, there is no sorrow
I made my choice, so you should borrow
my advice to all, which goes like this
please do not live in ignorant bliss
make your choices stand proud and tall
the world is nothing but your own flaming wall
we are all just prisoners in this thing we call life
but life’s what we make it and I chose the knife
to each his own, and to all there choices
the choice I made freed me from the voices.