Jealosuy, hatred, depression…these 3 things live inside my heart and mind. Jealous of the fact that what friends I have are all happy with their love or with someone they care about and in some way they are happy…and yet I roam unhindered.
From the jealousy spawns the hatred. The hatred for my friends happiness and my worthlesness. The hatred for my lonely soul, forever to stay that way.
Then from the hatred spawns my untimely depression. Knowing my mind shall forever wander alone without someone beside me. Knowing that Ill never get married or have kids or be happy. Knowing that I’ll die without ever loving anyone.
So alone, so far away,
so lifeless, so empty,
just a shell of a man,
that never will be.
~Mace Wolf Kasamasa~
Loads of people think they’re gonna go through life without a partner and without any kids. They always find someone to be with, theres always somebody out there for you. just don’t give up hope. k,
vixodus
xxx
I can relate to this in avery deep way im in the same situation as you,and i cant give you any advice,because i need advice,people use to say that youll find someone else but when you are in a situation like your or mine that seems to be pretty hard
anyway i wanna give you all my support if you want you can mail me and well talk about this topic in an extensive way
go on my friend
pogo paon
pogopain@hotmail.com
don’t worry…
Jealosuy, hatred and depression are all i feel too… its hard to realise wat you’ve got in ur lyfe wen all you see is the people around u with the things you really want… just remember.. you are given everything you need for you to survive this world.. its just sometimes u hav to look for it..
satanz_kindred
Man,fuck all that. Why do you need someone else to complete you? If you find somebody that you hook up with,and it works out,hey,great,more pwoer to you..
..but ultimately,all of us sad sacks wind up sleeping alone in a six-foot pine box.
So why buy into that societal bullshit of “having to be with someone” to make yourself happy? Take a look within yourself,find things you like to do (not things you do trying to find someone you’d like to do..) and do what you like. The great thing about that plan is,you actually end up meeting people ( at least one or two of whom are guaranteed to be of the corect gender..eh.) that actually LIKE DOING THE SAME THINGS YOU DO! You can actually get to know people that enjoy what you do,and then all you have to do is enjoy being yourself,doing what you enjoy doing,with people you enjoy doing it with!
Yeah,I know,that’s crazy talk. What can I say. I’m a nut.
sympathisers, comforters and the “in the end it doesnt’ matter” folks..
that doesn’t really help his problem.
I agree with Zavvin in not buying into the ‘having to be with someone’, but that’s a mindset which takes a bit to overcome…
but most relationships are just superficial happiness without any real love in them
there’s no information in your profile as to your age and such.. but hell, unless you’re 20+ and have never been with anybody, you’ve got nothing to worry about..
you’re looking too hard, you don’t force a relationship.. you make it seem as though you need to be with someone or be incomplete. that’s not true, that’s a common misconception that is furthered by the apparent happiness of people when they’re dating.. but it can all end in just a second.
It’s not true happiness.. give up searching. Put it out of your mind. Let someone come to -you-.
oky… i don’t buy into all that “need someone to be complete” crap either but there is someone that makes me feel complete and content and blissfully happy… and when they arent there i feel incomplete as though there is something missing in my lyfe….
when you know this feeling you realise that this person is the one that you want to be with forever if possible… however, i can only be friends with this person and thats what causes the jealously, anger, depression and everything else
but if you think you’ll never need or want someone like i need and want this person then fine with me.. but we all need someone in the end…
satanz_kindred